I have been able to scrap a bit the last couple of days which has been good therapy for me, I think. I am trying not to focus on missing the boys, but can I just say for the fifteenth time that I do miss them. I think that we have decided not to web cam with them anymore because I think that it is making life harder on them. Poor Xavier gets excited to see us and then just gets this glazed over sad look on his face that makes us want to rip our hearts out. Please pray for Micah's parents as well. They took his dad to the hospital last night because he was having chest pains. He was doing better this morning and was at church, but he will be doing further testing this week to determine what the problem is. As you can imagine, we are feeling badly about being so far away and his parents are taking care of our boys. Fortunately, they were able to spend the night with Micah's brother last night. My parents are going to be driving down a day earlier than planned so they will be there on Tuesday evening. I know that everyone is going to be okay, I just hate being so far away and feeling pretty helpless.